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They were a good family who adopted and fostered children. They had a large family and they welcomed me into it with open arms.
When I was a teenager, my mother married someone that I didn’t get along with and I went to live with this family. I was never abused myself and the abuse was not happening while I lived there, but it had happened. I was so afraid that something like this could happen to her somehow. I was not at risk to be an abuser myself, but none of that mattered.
These thoughts can happen regardless of whether you have a history of sexual abuse.
I remember praying frantically, thinking that some sort of evil spirit had taken me over. All the while, the thoughts got worse and more frequent.What would they think if they knew the kind of thoughts I had? I was afraid that if I told her what I had thought that someone would take my baby away.Somehow I made the appointment and very slowly my story unfolded.I was hesitant to take antidepressants because I was breastfeeding. The thoughts were bad and I felt like it would never end.I was walking around the house crying and I picked up the phone and called my lactation consultant about going on meds.